Plot synopsis: A film-performance that features all film footage shot by the author during 2024-2025 and is played at variable frame rates, from standard to minimal frames per second. One to three 8mm projectors and one 16mm projector can be used for the demonstration, so the runtime is variable. Trees and leaves, clouds and curtains, snow in the yard and water, hands and eyes, shadows and glare of light, days spent alone and meetings with friends. Light and darkness are the two poles between which this diary is flows, pulsates and shimmers. Raw diary of visual impressions captured with filmmaker's camera.